I feel "used"

hey don't get me wrong..
I just feel used these days.. it's tiring you know..
some mean people always wants good things and they're using other people to give them what they want.. They don't feel shame, they don't feel anything that they're doing makes other people feel angry... err or you can say,, They really didn't care about it.

They are like some meangirls ( mostly) in film... I used to think people like that don't exist.
but now I do.. I see with my own eyes.
And right now I feel used.. kinda angry I think.. they used me for their own good..
They don't even have bad feeling using me like that..

My heart is in pain.. I know that hurt me so bad.
My eyes on fire each time I look at them..
Gossiping, Laughing, Talking with style.. they think they're kinda exclusive..
they have their quote.. that's beauty, smart, and style..
they have their own group

I was angry for being used.. I was..
I feel like a cup noodle..
After they eat me.. they throw me away...
My heart hurt each time I think of it..
but I ask God for wisdom..
May God give me a way .. to forgive them.. in any way..
I also make confession..
I know being angry is wrong..

And may those people like that find their way for being mature.
I'm not gossiping here..
It's my blog.. it's says "what I feel"
cause this is what I feel..
and since this day.. I never ever want to be used AGAIN..

Greetings..

ermess.